Thursday, April 09, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:06 PM
today i was supposed to go to the dentist's but they said they "have something to settle" so i guess im going on saturday morning. the feeling sucks cause i wanna be there & learn things but i really dont want to feel all the having-to-make-small-talk thing again argh why cant some people be nicer?? maybe a tad friendlier??? SIGH.
on tue i went to IKEA with meisiew haha we bought many random things which are now in my room i dont really know what to do with them/put in them but i guess they make me happy. :) xh came along afterwards when we were at anchorpoint charles and keith hahaha shopping spree man just at one small shop. but it kinda felt good there and then. all the "can i have size XX please?" then trying on and off the shoes then deciding whether or not we want them then looking around and spotting another pair and look for a shop assistant and go "can i have size XX please" again.
talk about temporary satisfaction. things which make me happy, the feeling of being happy fades off so fast its incredible. i love my friends, but these days i keep feeling the need to search for a sense of satisfaction a sense of accomplishment which doesnt really come.
but anchorpoint was quite fun :) lugged around stuffs we bought at IKEA and charles and keith, visited Blommington and realised mianrong's working there. saw eugenia and eunice and her family it was a nice surprise mm
yesterday i went so many places in a day with my MOMMY, at first she gotta find this Hotel Bencoolen place at dhoby ghaut to fix the diamond energy water system in the office pantry or smth-.- spent quite a long time searching for it, i waited at the seats for my mom, then ate, then went to bugis for the Guan Yin Temple to pray. haven been there for a long time, i really dislike the crowds and the non-aircon-ness at bugis street area but being at the temple was comforting in a way. saw shermin's mom there hahaha small world :) then to raffles place for CIMB Bank to settle some of my mom's bank acc stuff i got really pissed at the irritating and utterly incompetent banker (??) at the counter whatever we asked her all we got in response was, "I don't know." followed by shaking of her head and a look at us like we are crazy. i mean, cant you give us smth more than a "I don't know." ??? wtf man not all people who work at raffles place are cool and professional.
then we went to ikea again cause i wanna buy my table lamp. the train rides to so many places really made me so tired, with the after-effects of not dancing for so long and having dance on monday. ikea is a rather fun place, the restaurant is nice too, :) then home in a CAB finally. tuition at night, and that concludes my day. kinda long huh
maybe i really should start working again. now that im feeling what i felt back in dec 08 which got me to start on a 9-6 job. but thinking back on the Aviva experience i would really regret it if i go back to that kind of lifestyle. i wonder what do i really want, ?